I downloaded some old message archives from ~2012. It’s just reinforcing my mindset piece by piece. That’s enough for tonight. It’s too much to process.

"I swear to fucking Christ I will build an empire just to move to the USA to get access to old episodes of MTV MADE."

circuitgeist:

In utopia, I have left this place,

I am healthy,

I am loved, I can feel love.

I would retain the few people that matter.

I would see the world.

Any bloodlust would be embraced.

Any anger can be let out.

I can be happy and not hate myself for it.

Joe takes a step back, but I can call upon him when I need him.

I can drink, I can smoke without judgement.

I can age naturally without contempt

The tag ordering speaks volumes. My boyfriend of the time who I thought I would wed was behind someone else I didn’t know I would think about every day.

bandelf asked:

Hey what's your face tag or ig? I'm getting around to drawing everyone who liked that post a while back and I need ref.

Hey,

That’s cool to hear, the tag is just myface, IG is katbanndicoot :) 


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